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  • Pablo Neruda: One Hundred Love Sonnets, Sonnet XVII

    I don’t love you as if you were a rose of salt, topaz, or arrow of carnations that propagate fire: I love you as one loves certain obscure things, secretly, between the shadow and the soul. I love you as the plant that doesn’t bloom but carries the light of those flowers, hidden, within itself,…

  • life update, word vomit-style

    my network sucks, or my phone does; either way, i couldn’t receive any of my calls and texts today, so my mother and siblings and everyone else for that matter became insanely worried because i wasn’t replying to their messages or answering my phone. when i restarted my mobile an hour or so ago, i found…

  • Accepted Offerings.

    I haven’t been posting anything much this past week because (1) I don’t have my laptop with me and (2) I’m currently busy having the best and worst times of my life. So for this short post I’ve decided to just share my material wants and needs (because those are always easy to share). I’ve…

  • Life Update: hi

    The story: [Two Pronged] Masturbating grandchild In third grade I read a book which described how masturbation is actually a natural process and an instinct –because we’re naturally curious about the world and our bodies, because we are inclined to pleasure. And then for some reason we, as a society (as many societies), developed norms…

  • I think we forget things if we have no one to tell them to. – The Lunchbox  (2013)

  • notes on this day; wild heart

    As everyone and their mother knows, I am, in fact, a Directioner. [Here are some posts mentioning or featuring my love for them.] With Zayn leaving the band, my OT5, OT3 (Zourry) and second OTP (Zouis) have all been destroyed. I am very sad and also very confused; how does a fangirl recover? I even missed half of…

  • hi

    Life Update Took this last Monday during Microbio.

  • anecdote about happiness

    This afternoon I was having an especially intense version of my daily internal monologue. Today’s topic was happiness, for some reason, and I had settled into debate about a great number of things. I was asking many questions: whether or not we humans were made to experience happiness or to only desire it, whether the right to…

  • surviving again

    i don’t think i exist outside the places we meet.

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