jari m

Category: Life

  • footnote

    My fixation is part of a new era; the one before that, a transition. There is a list of words I’ve defined by you. I would look them up in the dictionary, and write their meanings down, and in my thoughts I would imagine your face beside each and every one. Words were senseless unless…

  • f:

    fix•a•tion.

  • BABY ALERT (happy first birthday)

  • there are things that should be not be done in public. i should be more appropriate, but i suppose there are some limits to self-control.

  • if anything i’m restless

    Stalling everything, stalling life. The world can wait.

  • sleepy;

    Life update sneaking around on my laptop during lab (10AM to present), and browsing through my notes when I found this gem. Also I’m losing the will to live. Three exams to go this week.

  • now it’s three in the morning /

    first impressions count, when you’re determining social behavior in the next two, three interactions. like entertaining birds initiating a mating ritual, we observe for visual cues. words, tone. but they won’t count forever. impressions can do nothing but evolve, unless you’re particularly and stupidly prejudiced. unless there comes no opportunity for evolution, in which case. sucks.…

  • Five Reasons Why I Won’t “Fall in Love”. Again.

    Writing and performing a personal narrative for Speech 11 was a cathartic and frankly exhausting experience. But watching everyone else was very fun and insightful! Definitely adds new perspectives to life. I posted everything here because I want to. It isn’t that coherent (I’d probably need 15 minutes of speech time to set everything straight),…

  • i sat on my chair and i wrote,

    It’s 1AM. Here in Manila, after catching the last showing of Crazy, Beautiful You in the cinemas. It was a good film. Things that are also catching: exams, relationships, GHD and the future.